Hope Is Emo

Well, I decided that there is the ability to blog here, and I have my own blog elsewhere, but why not for kicks write something at least for now here. I have very little to ramble about now, and I don't know where this all gets saved, or what the publicity on this is, or even if I am ever going to look at this ever again. Its one of those crazy nights out with a friend that caring what happens is not something on the mind. So, in a crazy drunken temper at a completely sober time, here is what is going on and I have to think about.

Going to be a senior in high school in a matter of three days, and the upcoming here seems laxed and yet spurred with perils left and right. There is also this foreign exchange chick from Belgium who is staying at my parent's friend's house and they are entrusting me during the school day to keep an eye on her or something and she is someone that is hard to keep your eyes off, if you will. On top of that, I have to plan a Battle of the Bands for a fundraiser while keeping up on looking at college applications when I really just want to go to a state university at the moment.

Then looking backwards on things that are effecting me now, my girlfriend broke up with me more than a month ago, nearly two months ago, and I am still a bit saddened by that and sort of acquiesced into the break up, even though to her nine pages of reasons, i wrote seven pages in a retort. ::sigh:: i still love her, but luckily, we are still friends, or at least that is what she said and we haven't seen each other since the break up and she hasn't returned most of my e-mails, and I haven't tried calling her, but I doubt she'd return the calls. So, yeah, I am the true emo kid around here.

Well, i think that's is what practically everything I needed to get off my chest at the moment. I am probably going to take this entry and post a link to it in my livejournal and call it an update since i rarely update that thing.